I get ridiculous anxiety when I have to be around people I don’t know.
"But they’re really nice!" I don’t care. That doesn’t help.
I get really self-conscious and I’ll want to curl up in a ball and be as far away from everyone as possible, even the people I know. It’s fucking terrible.
wow, i thought of an actual decent joke for humanity and i forgot it
I’m like someone who’s been thrown into the ocean at night, floating all alone. I reach out, but no one is here. I have no connection to anything. - Town of Cats, Haruki Murakami (via koreyan)
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